Tonight i feel like this ^... and probably look like this too. And as you can probably guess, a great deal of my upset is to do with my Uni work... It's hanging over me like a cloud over Eeyore...I miss home, Miss my family, Miss my boyfriend, and miss one of my best friends. I know everyone has nights like this, and so the way i intend to tackle it, is with vast amounts of chocolate and F.R.I.E.N.D.S... They always cheer me up...
It's easy when you're not in an upset state, to tell someone how things are okay, and how wonderful they are - but its so hard for the victim to see it themselves... we're blinded by this film of sadness in front of our eyes that seems to rotate and appear every so often, as if spinning like the Earth...
But i guess when you look at it that way - the world still carries on even though you're unhappy... so you have to try and get out of the sadness and start spinning with the world again. Like it should be.
I want to say one more thing before i go... I just spoke to my Mum on the phone, and it made me realise how much she is there for me, and that nomatter what I do (good or bad) she will always be there for me and be proud of me... Love my Mum more than anything. Mum's are innate Best Friends and are there to take care of you, and my mums doing an exceptional job. <3
Well... I'm going to try and do some work before I climb into bed.
Love always,
Kathleen x
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